Finn O'Bryan: The Uncomfortable Truth

We’ve recently discovered the work of musician and poet Finn O’Bryan, with the release of his new book 'PLEASURE'. This latest volume of poems is a raw, thoughtful, challenging and ultimately uplifting collection drawn from life.

A modern renaissance man, O’Bryan is more than just a poet. An accomplished musician, he has released an EP and a string of genre-spanning singles, under his own name and with assorted musical projects.

O’Bryan, 27, is a mercurial figure: gentle, enthusiastic, yet also somehow world-weary. What's more, he's blessed with the most incredible, ASMR-inducing, soothing, mellow and comforting voice. It's really quite striking.

To discover more about this multi-talented creator and self-confessed nature boy, we met him for a walk in the woods near his Berkshire home. For the uncomfortable truth from Finn O'Bryan, read on.

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Hello Finn. What should we call you: musician, poet, or creator?

I guess creator is most suitable as it's multi-faceted. But poet always sounds the most romantic.

When did you start writing poetry?

I'd read poetry in drama classes as a kid but never really understood it. When I was 19 or so, I heard the wonderful Levi The Poet and really connected with him.

I realised he was talking to me, rather than just using clever words and trickery. I thought I’d try to do the same and I started writing.

I wrote a love letter to my then girlfriend and recorded it as a spoken word poem. People seem to really enjoy the tone and cadence of my voice, so I kept writing and recording. I'm still figuring it all out though.

You do have an incredible voice. Your poetry is very honest. Do you ever get nervous about sharing so much of yourself?

It's still absolutely terrifying releasing any of my work. It's always felt that way. When you put art, clothing, design, or anything out there, it's an exposure of who you are personally – especially with poetry.

I think I sometimes make people uncomfortable with how truthful I am in my work.

You talk candidly about mental health and addiction. Is it helpful to express your feelings through your poetry?

For me the writing process is absolutely cathartic. I hate to say it but I really do write for myself. If other people can connect to it, that's a beautiful added prize. I find it's the most literate way for me to communicate how I feel.

I realise so many things about myself when I write: things that often lay dormant till they're on paper. It's almost like a therapist and patient situation with me, myself being the patient and therapist.

I'm five and a half years into recovery, which is a pretty big part of my life. Mental health is something I struggle with daily, and have done since childhood. Talking is good though, man. Gotta let it out however you can, with positive outlets.

Tell us about your new book of poems.

'PLEASURE' is a collection of 45 or so poems and pieces about topics from love, to lust, to grief. I think it's my most honest body of work. The book before – 'Mouth Like A Halfway House' – was very rushed. I'm proud of every piece in this one.

I had accumulated folders and folders of poems that I'd written during last year, so it was a case of drawing out the best and filing it all together in a way that made sense. 

There are also photos in there taken by my wonderful cousin and best friend, Beth Mills. Check her out. She’s an amazing photographer.

Tell us about your latest musical project.

BUNNIEBOY came about because I was listening to a lot of breakcore and techno. It completely reignited my lust for music - made things fresh and interesting again. It's a lot of fun experimenting with sampling and noise.

The idea for the EP – ‘I HEART VIOLENT CRIME’ – came from a dream I had of being chased by police for graffitiing ‘I heart violent crime’ on rooftops. The title doesn't really mean anything. It just looked cool on paper.

Have you always been musical?

I guess. Both my parents were and are musicians or involved in the music business. They met playing in the band Strange Nature.

My mum went on to solo stuff. My dad formed Dub Pistols, which was really cool. He now teaches music production at Abbey Road, which is an absolute trip.

As a kid, my dad would show me how to use recording software and my mum used to teach me guitar chords. We'd play and sing together. I still play guitar. It's the only instrument I feel comfortable with.

Please tell us about some of your other musical projects.

I've released music under my own name and I also have a single coming up with my project MELONWEED. It's the product of some slow stoner doom riffs I’d written in my bedroom a few winters ago.

I really wanted to play them in a practice space with a live drummer, as apposed to the drum machine I’m used to. My dear friend Ben Taylor plays drums in local hardcore punk band G.Y.B. I just asked him if he wanted to jam in their practice space sometime.

We ended up writing two or three really cool songs, and recording them a few months ago. We’re putting out two of them on halloween. No plans for shows yet, as much as I’ve been asked, though that suits me fine. I prefer writing to performing.

Who are your musical heroes?

Oh man! It has to be Ozzy Osbourne. without a doubt. Though I grew up on a lot of Slipknot, Korn, etc, but also Beastie Boys, Wu-Tang Clan, The Clash. It's a pretty big cesspool.

At the moment I'm listening to a lot of ambient and jazz. I'm sure that'll change soon, as it always does. My interests are intense and then they burn out pretty fast.

What album do you return to most often?

Probably ‘Slipknot’. As a kid, that record really opened my eyes to a community of being different, but having a place to be accepted within that. I guess that's where a lot of the hip-hop, breakcore elements come into my taste too. Sid Wilson is such a great DJ.

I actually saw Slipknot for the first time a few years ago. Corey Taylor did a big section on them being a big family of freaks. I cried my eyes out, man; the theatrics, the imagery, the samples. Flawless band back then. 

What’s something everyone should do at least once in their life?

Release something creative. That's the key to belonging, man. It gives you direction and purpose. I think that's what we're all after.

Tell us three surprising facts about yourself.

Oh man, nitty gritty. Erm, I’m really scared of heights, like to the point where I almost pass out. It’s so irrational. I can't swim. And I sleep with my socks on. Terrible, I know.

Nowt wrong with warm feet. How do you like to relax?

I buy a lot of ambient records. I don't spend a lot of time with other people these days, but I'm never bored. There's always something new to write, read or listen to.

I also love walking and foraging, here in the woods. Nature’s really important for me, especially in the later months of the year. 

You seem to be in a pretty good place.

Thank you, that’s such a great compliment. Things seem to be falling into place. Being approached by TEN OF CLUBS was really cool, man. Great things you guys are doing, and I think we're building a pretty solid relationship together.

The way you give artists a space to showcase their work is beautiful. So many pieces on your site I love. God's work! My Jaws Tee is so sick. I get compliments on it every time I wear it.

That's great. Thanks, Finn. Having now released multiple singles, poems and books, do you have any advice for someone starting out as a poet, musician or creator?

Just create everything and anything. I had so much fear to begin with; fear of letting someone down if I tried and failed at creating something. At the end of the day, you have no idea until you try. Create everything you can.

Grab life by its plums! What are you creating currently?

I'm working on another book. It's my first try at fiction. Storytelling has always fascinated me, be it cinema, lyricism, folklore. It's a beautifully immersive escape.

There's more music coming soon. BUNNIEBOY and MELONWEED are on all streaming stires. If you want to keep up to date, I post everything on my Instagram. I'm now also on Twitter.

Thanks for answering our questions today. It’s been great. Any final words?

Shout out to everyone who reads, listens to, or hates on my work. You're such a reassurance to me. It's all love.

And big shout out to TEN OF CLUBS.

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